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The new year has begun for all of continental USA. Personally, I’ve got two computer jobs that pay well enough that I could quit school and make a nice living (even though I won’t), no foreseeable romance, and a shaky relationship with Jesus. At least one thing is going well.
I don’t know what the secret is to remaining strong in my Christian walk. I can do everything right, but I still don’t feel right, but I start to slip up eventually. I’ve never tried to fake it, and only spend as much time in my Christianity as my heart is into, which is probably my whole downfall. Maybe I just need to gut it out and try even when I don’t feel like it. I don’t enjoy song leading so much when my heart’s not in it. I’m starting to face it finally though, so I’ll be back in action soon enough.
I want to go back to Lubbock soon, but since I’m stuck here with one car with my brother, looks like I’m out of luck. One of the people I thought to be my best friend isn’t making an effort to see me. This boredom makes me anxious to get back to life. The next time I’m home for more a while, I’m definitely bringing my own car.
Happy new year to all!
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